Kanon Harem Diaries Part 9
It is important to give the girls the benefit of my bedroom experience.
It is odd how the promise of freedom can so drastically alter one’s perspective on matters; once, I felt hemmed in by the prospect of endless days with Makoto, but now that she is visibly weakening, I am almost sorry to lose her. Thankfully, her weakened state makes her vulnerable to exploitation, and thus I shall ensure that she uses her remaining days to service me.
Even in those days, I used to sleep with Makoto; never let it be said that I limit myself to human girl- anything with two X chromosomes will do.
A recent flashback mode reminded me that I once cared for Makoto when she was in fox form, and I have to admit that it seems a little foolish to put all that groundwork to waste. For the time being, I must put my efforts with the other girls on hold in order to make the most of Makoto’s final days; since she became human just to be able to sleep with me, it seems a shame to pass up this hard won opportunity.
It is important to make the girl think it was all her idea.
Thanks to her deteriorating condition, Makoto’s mental age is now little more than that of a child, enabling me to manipulate her even more easily than usual, without even having to employ my customary verbal skills. Due to all my previous work on her in both past present, she automatically comes to me for comfort, and I am more than happy to share my bed with her; in fact, of later I have been spending all my time with Makoto- some would say she is not worthy of such a privilege, but I must get as much use out of her as possible before she breaks down. My detractors may point out that she is only a fox, but I am unsure why this should stop me; she is obviously not worthy of a proper harem position, but there is no reason why I shouldn’t sleep with her anyway.
Given her propensity for exposition, Amano has taken to talking to me about her tragic past- to be honest, I couldn’t care less about her life story, but my hope is that I will be there at the crucial point where she breaks down and jumps into my arms. Even if I can never have a proper relationship with her, she makes for a refreshing break during these Makoto-centric days.
Akiko has been most supportive during the ‘Makoto era’, and I can only thank her for all that she has done for me thus far.
On reflection, I am actually grateful that Nayuki is barely awake most of the time, since I can easily concentrate on Makoto and completely ignore her to no ill effect.